Is anybody listening?

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-11-20T09:50:00

2004-11-20T14:53:18Z

party anyone?

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-10-23T01:10:00

2004-10-23T05:14:22Z

Blood Brothers show = amazing

i got a drumstick =)

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-07-27T23:14:00

2004-07-24T02:15:49Z

HAVE YOU EVER:
1) kissed your cousin: no, and i don't intend on doing so

2) ran away: not that i remember

3) broken someone's heart: most likely not

4) been in love: maybe

5) cried when someone died? not that i recall

6) broken a bone? two of them, actually

7) drank alcohol: is this a trick question? obviously..

8) lied: who hasn't?

9) cried in school: of course

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: pepsi

11) sprite or 7up: watermelon

12) girls or guys: guys

13) flowers or candy: candy

14) scruff or clean shaven: hmm, b. final answer.

15) quiet or loud: loud

16) blondes or brunettes: blondes

17) bitchy or slutty: well since america seems to be full of them, why not both.

18) tall or short: tall because it rhymes with wall

19) pants or shorts: pants

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: personality

21) last person you slow danced with: yet again, another trick question i'm guessing.

22) worst thing to do: whatever the worst thing to do is

THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: today to be precise

24) person you last called: i have a phobia of the phone

25) had a great time with the opposite sex: yesterday

WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: i'd have to say a bracelet that... someone.. gave me<3

27) person you hate the most: well jee i hate to be obvious, but i'm sure you know

28) the best thing that has happened to you today: nothing good ever happens to someone like me

FAVORITES:
29) color: black

30) movie: Amélie

31) book: if i read i'm sure i'd have a great answer for this

32) subject in school: does none count?

33) juice: juice is poopy

34) cars: eclipse

35) ice cream: chocolate i guess

36) holiday: christmas

37) season: winter

38) breakfast food: french toast i'm guessing

39) music to brood to: sigur rós

DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: no, that's too depressing

41) do you save im conversations: that's a waste of time

42) save emails: no

43) wish you were someone else: of course

44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no

45) cried because of someone's mean words: yes

BEST:
46) cologne: i don't really care

47) friend(s): another trick question?

48) kiss: wouldn't you like to know

49) favorite memory: it's weird but i'd have to say the time erin casually walked by and farted in my face. or maybe the time kelly and i stole tickets from the africa fair. oh wait, how about the time andrew and i ate poisonous cherries. i don't know, theres too many.

50) most recent advice given to you: n-o-n-e

DO YOU
51) color your hair: i highlight it if that counts

52) have tattoos: yes, a star on my ankle

53) have piercings: no

54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes

55) own a webcam: nope

56) own a thong: yeah

57) ever get off the computer: maybe

58) sprechen sie deutsche: okey dokey

59) habla espanol: i don't speak french

60) quack: once and awhile

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:

61) stolen anything: all the time

62) smoke: nope

63) schizophrenic: maybe

64) obsessive: yes

65) compulsive: yes

66) obsessive-compulsive: of course

67) panic: all the time

68) anxiety: big time

69) depressed: yes

70) suicidial: of course

71) obsessed with hate: not really

72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: all the time

73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: probably far, far away from here

74) can you do anything freakish with your body: no, i'm not special

75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: hair if that counts, the kind on your head

76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: if i wanted to

77) would you marry for money: no

78) have you had braces: nope

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-06-21T21:07:00

2004-06-22T01:21:51Z

Today was good. I saw alexis. Which is why today was good.

However... sadly, I am still uncool.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-06-03T20:06:00

2004-06-04T00:10:14Z

Sometimes it feels it would be better for us all
if I ceased to exist...

...or was never born at all.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-06-01T16:34:00

2004-06-01T20:36:48Z

oh, im cool now. no, not possible.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-05-10T17:52:00

2004-05-10T21:58:31Z

comment if you love me...

(though im sure i wont get any comments since pretty much every one hates me)

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-05-03T22:06:00

2004-05-04T02:20:50Z

this past week i have learned alot about myself. more than i've learned throughout the rest of my life. i've also learned alot about the people around me. i've discovered who will always be there, and who won't, and i've learned to accept that some of the people who i thought were my friends turned out to be just another one of the backstabbing people who i will encounter throughout my life. i'll admit, it's hard to deal with at first, but at the moment i have other problems to worry about. i should be back in school sometime after may 18th... for any of you that care, which im sure is very few of you. in conclusion, i would like to say thanks to all the people of west deptford who make my life a living hell<3

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-04-29T20:14:00

2004-04-30T00:19:23Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-04-28T15:14:00

2004-04-28T19:16:58Z

i like spaghettios. i am cool.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-04-18T23:35:00

2004-04-19T03:51:38Z

just got back from skate and surf fest. it was pretty fun but tiring because i hate standing for 7 hours. the early november isn't too good live, but i still love them. fall out boy played the best show there. they had the best crowd too, which is why my face is all bruised up because some girl was crowd surfing and she kicked me in my face. bitch. a static lullaby was pretty good too. thank the jewish god that alexis saved me from me most of the mosh pits<3 matchbook romance was ermazing (as alexis would say)... the lead singer from yellowcard sang with them at the end. we got right up in the front too. it was good. haha you know what, i love my alexis<3

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-04-16T18:39:00

2004-04-16T22:43:55Z

west deptford can suck my fucking cock. im done with the bullshit here and im done with the assholes that live in this shit town. ive been begging my mom to move to like florida or something and shes thinking about it because she hates west deptford too. but if we don't move shes considering letting me go to a private school starting next year. thank the jewish god. i'd have to say the only person here that im not sick of is alexis<3 i love you times a billion.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-04-06T15:38:00

2004-04-06T19:41:07Z

today was the most exciting day of my life. i, dana dougherty, went to kumquat! and i ate a whole egg roll. congratulations to myself.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-04-05T16:58:00

2004-04-05T21:10:12Z

well, ill admit this weekends been rough, real rough. but it made me realize who my true friends are, and it made me realize who really cares and who will always be there for me. i guess i won't be in school for awhile due to the 'incident' i had on friday night. i have a feeling this is going to take awhile for me to get over. i have to give a special thanks to alexis and cripple for being there and getting me through this one because if it weren't for you guys i don't think i'd be here right now<3 thanks to everyone else who tryed to help me afterwards too, i love you guys.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-03-27T20:26:00

2004-03-28T01:35:47Z

haven't updated in awhile. last night was the lock in, and from what i heard it was horrible, so im glad i didn't go. mhm, so alexis came over last night and we were the only cool people that didn't go to the lock in. yep, besides almost getting killed due to alexis's wreckless driving, almost being arrested due to her wreckless driving once again, and almost being raped due to whatever, we had fun i think. comment.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-03-17T16:40:00

2004-03-17T21:42:17Z

ehh, right now i feel like shit. i shouldn't of ate that nitrate in science class today. oh well, thats what you get for being stupid i guess.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-03-13T10:06:00

2004-03-13T15:22:25Z

last night i went to alexis's house till like 10:30 or something. haha, i love her so much :) her and that stupid 'aicha' song. ive got to admit, shes the weirdest person i know. besides myself of course. anyway, i dont have the psychiatrist today cause hes in like california or something for a week. yay! so i dont know what im doing today. mhm.

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-03-10T17:11:00

2004-03-10T22:57:12Z

name = dana something
piercings = nope
tattoos = nope
height= 5'2..and a half!
shoe size = 6
hair color = blonde
siblings = brother and sister

[LAST...]
movie you watched = no idea
movie you bought = iunno
song you listened to = Straylight Run - The Tension And The Terror
cd you bought = Poison The Well
cd you listened to = A Static Lullaby
person you've called = um, my mom?
person that's called you = i dont remember these things!
tv show you've watched = uhhh

[DO...]
you wish you could live somewhere else = haha yeah
you think about suicide = yeah
you believe in online dating = not really
others find you attractive = you know itt
you want more piercings = yeah, my labret
you like roller coasters = yayaya
you write in cursive or print = i write with my feet

[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships = depends
using someone = against
suicide = for
people = for?
smoking = hmmm
driving drunk = for for for!!!
gay/lesbian relationships = ew

[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a girl = no
ever cried over a boy = no
ever lied to someone = all the time
ever been in a fist fight = yeah

[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = dove
shoes do you wear = g units!
are you scared of = blind chinese ladies

[NUMBER...]
of times I have been in love? = once
of times I have had my heart broken? = um
of hearts you broken? = i dont know
of times my name has appeared in the paper? = all the times ive had the po po after me
of things in my past that I regret? = i lost count after 30

[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = sure
funny = i crack myself up
hot = hell yeah biotchio
friendly = to myself
amusing = yes yes yes
ugly = if you say so
loveable = everybody loves mee
caring = yupperz
sweet = haha no
dorky = who me? naww

[FAVORITE...]
Actor/actress: me
Candy: all of it
Cartoon: none of it
Cereal: im a cereal killer
Chewing gum: orbit
Color(s): black and pink
Day of week: friday
Least fave day: monday
Flower: the purrty ones
Season: winter

[Person who last.. ]
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: my doggy
Made you cry: my psychiatrist
You went to the movies with: i have no idea
Yelled at you: momma
Sent you an email: i dunno

[Have you ever.. ]
said "i love you" and meant it: yepperz
Gone out in public in your pajamas: all the time
Kept a secret from everyone: yupp
Cried during a movie: haha naw
Planned your week based on the TV: no?
Been on stage: yeah, ive been in a circus too!
Been to New York: nope
Been to California: naww
Hawaii: nooo
China: i wish
Canada: im gonna take a road trip there one day
Europe: nope
Asia: nope
South: the souff is my homee
Australia: no way
Wished you were another gender: nope
What time is it now?: 5 something

[This or That? ]
Apples or bananas?: watermelon
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: neither
Spring or Fall?: winter
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: iunno
What was the last meal you ate?: dinner
Are you bored?: maybe
Last noise you heard?: my brother being an idiot
Last smell you sniffed?: my nose is stuffy

[Friendship/Love ]
Do you believe in love at first sight?: sure
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: abortions, abortions!
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: honesty, trust

[You]
Nickname(s): Bigg D, D*Twinkle, D Dawg
Initials: dmd
How old do you look?: 13 or 14, but ive been asked if i was 16 before. yay.
How old do you act?: 3
Glasses/Contacts: nope
Braces: not yet
Do you have any pets?: my doggy, and i think we have a cat
You get embarrassed: naww
What makes you happy?: when im with andrew, yayy!
What upsets you?: alot of things

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-02-23T16:02:00

2004-02-23T21:25:33Z

i don't care anymore...

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-02-20T15:40:00

2004-02-20T20:51:01Z

today dom got her shot :0 poor dom, hope you feel better

1st: i dont even know what class that is
2nd: gym sucks like a.. uh.. word that i cant think of
3rd: robin was talking about something and she said thick so scott goes "thats not the only thing thats thick" and me and samm laughed the whole time
4th+5th: went on barbie.com, my flavaa name is d-twinkle
6th: j-nig let me listen to that racist music, yayy

yeah, i dont remember the rest of the day

kib

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-02-19T15:28:00

2004-02-19T20:37:52Z

ok.. im updating since dom reminded me what happened today<3

so yeah, in homeroom, dom sang all her wonderful songs to me. then in ruth annes me and erin didnt know what we were doing, not like thats anything knew. and we found some more mousetraps. i dont remember anything else, of course. but a black kid was trippin on mah g-units today. imma cap his ass!

happy chinese food, dom!

kibbb

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-02-18T15:30:00

2004-02-18T20:49:40Z

this morning was bad. real bad. i got toothpaste in my eye. horrible, i know. and i just spilled goldfish all over my keyboard...the kind you eat, stupid. ok...now that im done cleaning that up, back to my story. in ruth annes class, we had to cut out the papers for our sewing thingy. yeah, this was real bad, well for tracy anyway. she put her paper down somewhere and when she lifted it up it had a mousetrap stuck to the bottom. that just goes to show you how dirty our school is. then in mrs. hassels i shut all the pen caps on the pens real tight and they wont come off. shes pretty mad but she doesnt know i did it. yeah, and mauri told on me at lunch. maybe if she didnt growl at me i wouldnt say anything to her.

kib//rapud

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-02-17T16:13:00

2004-02-17T21:25:03Z

blahh today was a boring one. a day that is. nevermind i forget what i was talking about. anyway, in ruth annes class, i noticed how dom always talks to erin and erin just goes "yeah whatever" or "shut up, i don't care" and its pretty funny. they should make a cd. mhm. well in mrs. hassels class, ant gave me a new marker to sniff. but i think i threw it somewhere. too bad. then when i was walking home from the bus stop, i talked to this kid named joe that goes to catholic school. yepp, he seemed very interested in my plan to have an abortion to my black baby. ohh ohh, i almost forgot, i wore my g-units today. i was "extra on the black".

kib

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-02-13T14:12:00

2004-02-13T19:22:15Z

last night was fun. i rode down to booth with andrew and justin and watched them skate for awhile until we got kicked out. then we hung out with eddie and this black kid thats moving in on our street. oh great, now were not gonna have anything to talk about on the bus since theres gonna a black person on it. then i watched zach skate for awhile too. he hitched on to the back of his friends car and then he fell and slid like 10 feet on his face. it was pretty funny. yeah, well happy friday the 13th!

kib

eyesnailedshut @ 2004-02-12T15:32:00

2004-02-12T20:45:40Z

today was the funniest day of this whole week. haha, it wasn't funny for dom though. yep, it all started in gym... dom was going up to shoot the basketball and this girl amanda hit dom in the head with her basketball on accident. so the whole rest of the period dom was trying to hit her back with the ball. but then when she went up to shoot again, she got hit in the head for the second time! so while she was at the nurse, me and miranda decided to take revenge for dom. so when amanda wasn't looking, miranda threw the ball and nailed her right in the head and i was laughing so hard i had to sit down so i wouldn't pee myself. haha, and that made my day.

kib